Crashed debate..

Seems like i have been updating my blog only once a week and this sounds disappointing to those who want to read it...but i don't' think many of you are following it so i decided to update it less frequent...besides, i also lazy to update it..so must how i just update it once a week or maybe longer than that...
Sigh...today got crashed up in english debate..lucky it's just a practice...actually, i'm quite ready before i started giving my speech but the moment i stood up and stared at the class, i'm so nervous...i forgot whatever i'm supposed to say and just simply started off...and once the lecturer stopped me and commented a bit on my sentences used, i got more nervous and crashed the whole thing up...i ended my speech and i can't even understand what i am doing during that few minutes...felt so tense during presenting especially in front of that demanding lecturer...i know i can do better if i'm presenting in front of others...but in front of her is just too hard...whatsoever, forget about it and move on with my day..i don't want to ruin my day because of her few remarks...damn it..the real test is still waiting for me...hope i can do better in that..

Crapping again...

Oh, Gosh!..feeling so tired and sleepy right now but i don't feel like sleeping or taking a short nap because i just drank a cup of white coffee and this might prevent me from sleeping..lol..another reason is because i wanted to update my blog since i've left this blog for quite some time and facebook'ing' of course...ever since i created an account for facebook about two months ago, i think i'm hooked onto it...i think facebook is way better than friendster now...although i'm not that type of person who is very sociable and can't live without a wide social network, i feel that facebook does make up a small part of my life right now...everyday i can't go online without checking out what is happening in facebook...but, i'm still not that active in it yet as i'm not used to checking out each other's profile constantly...that takes a lot of time and i certainly don't have much time for this...anyway, facebook still has the other side of it that makes it not only a social network website...and yes, there are games and quizzes that add on to the fun...that might be the main reason why i'm hooked onto it..haha..sounds so childish...i think it's enough of crapping here and better do something more worthy...XD

What is happening...

So tired these few days and i am damn lazy to blog...nevermind, i just spend a little time here to update about what's happening in my life...i'll make it short and simple this time..^^

1. I am getting lazier by days (no mood to study)
2. English problem again (if u get what i mean)
3. There are 2 and probably 3 assignments have to be done
4. Tests are around the corner while exams following closed by (August is the month)
5. I am deciding whether to attend Saujana Talent Hunt or not (anybody is going)
6. I am out of idea what is happening in my life already..lol

I think that's all for this time...signing off with a quote.."There are so many things have to be done yet there are so little time"..T.T

Maths and Science...

The Education Ministry announced yesterday that the teaching of Maths and Science will revert to BM and mother tongue languages in 2012...i was shocked when this news was announced and it was a very unexpected decision...i never thought the Ministry will make up this decision ever since they introduced teaching of Maths and Science in English...i feel that they have made a mistake by reverting to BM...i feel myself is so lucky because i got the chance to learn them in English and at the same time pity those students who are not going to study them in English...it might be a lost to them if they can't study them in English...even though i only started learning the both subjects in English since secondary 1, i think there is no problem at all studying them in international language...when i was in secondary 1, i thought it will be very tough to study them in English, instead i found it even easier compared to BM especially the scientific terms...most scientific terms are converted from English to BM..that's why i find it easier when it comes to the terms and explaining them...last time, the education ministry introduced this so the students can be more competitive with the foreign counterparts but now i don't think the goal can be achieved with this decision...i am not saying that BM and other local languages are not important but they are not that suitable when teaching of Maths and Science are concerned...although the education ministry also announced that more efforts will be taken to improve English among students, i just think that it has nothing to do with this case..English has to be improved whether both subjects are going to be taught in English or BM...the English standard in Malaysia is so low that i as a college student can't even write in proper English...i admit that..my English sucks...i know there are quite a number of them who are good in English but the number is just too little...wait a minute..am i saying that most of them are not good?..i 'm sorry if i ever offended you and i can't judge you all because i'm also one of them...no matter the future generation is going to learn them in whatever languages, i hope they can make it and succeed in their lives...just hope they has not made a wrong decision...2020 is arriving...

English again...

Haha..once again i'm blogging at college..actually it's not that fun also..lol..what to do?..3 hours break and i'm not going back home so i have stay at IT lab to past my free time...feeling so boring right now even though i'm blogging all these non-sense stuff again...lol...just now got screwed in English tutorial by that demanding teacher again...this time is about all the tenses and other grammar rules which irritate me every time whether i'm writing or speaking in english...haiz...why must there be so many grammar rules that we must follow?..why can't they just set a few ground rules and that's it..no more other bothering rules..grr...now every time i read something in English especially newspaper, i'll read it very slowly to check all the grammar used and spelling for some difficult words...automatically i will read a particular sentence or passage over and over again...just to make sure i get it correctly...so bothering...i'm trying to get rid of this habit but this habit seems to be good to me if i'm to improve my English...what am i suppose to do?..get rid of it or continue with it?..decision again..grr...laziness creeps in again, so that's all for this post...

Boring post...

So fast 1 week has passed...so does my 1 week holiday...haiz...time seems to be passing so fast lately especially during holiday...don't you think so?..now it's already July and i can't believe i've studied at Apiit for 2 months!...i've reached the half-way of my first semester and two months later i'll be sitting for my very first exam at foundation level...things are happening so fast and there is no way i am going to reverse the time unless i have a time machine..lol...i know it's not going to happen..and it's impossible to happen...what to do?..just flow with the time and wait for the result lo...that's what i usually do when i'm stuck on something...haha...i won't force myself too hard if i can't get something going...there's no point to torture myself when i really stuck on it...i believe some people do push themselves until they achieve their goals and no way they are going to give up...but that is not my style...hmm...why am i writing all these stuff again?..what a boring post...booo...lame update...