Am I ready??

I really can't answer this question even though it keeps on popping up in my mind. Argh..why am i suffering from this simple question that almost everyone of us can easily answer it. WHY?? Diagnostic examination is on the way yet i still in the blues. I know that i must handle this question all by myself but i can't make it. My thoughts just can't answer it for me and i hope that i can answer this as soon as possible. I have not much time left for me to think of all these things as SPM is coming quick. I can't predict what will happen to my coming examination's results but i have the power to manipulate it from good to better. Why am i not doing something to make it happen?

Time has given me plenty of chances to make it happens but i just ignore it and i think i must bear the consequences. I really can't imagine the wrath because i had betrayed the time numerous of times. I guess i still have the chances to repay back since i have this coming weekend to fulfill my promises. I hope that i can make it though. With all these pressures piling upon me, i must make sure i do not disappoint myself and others who put hopes on me.

Is this the answer for my question? I don't think so. The answer is still far from my expectation and i can hardly find it. Anyway, i will consider this as my temporary answer and i hope that it won't fails me. I told myself not to day dreaming anymore so i can put more efforts on my studies. By doing this, i think i am one step closer to my answer. I really hope that i can find this answer before i face with the misery and i seriously require helps from anyone who are willing to sacrifice his/her time to help me find the answer. Hmm...i think i am thinking too much already. I should not waste my precious time here writing all these stuff. Instead i could have found my answer if i didn't waste my time blogging here...haha..By the way, thanks for spending time reading my nonsense here..