Wasted holiday...

One week holiday so fast coming to its end...really feel that my holiday wasted just like that..spent my holiday meaningless and aimlessly except for completing some of my assignments..well, maybe completing these can consider as slight achievements to me..i should have completed them the first few days of holiday but due to my procrastination nature, i have delayed all my works...so, completing some of them is something worth to rejoice after delaying my works for so many days...haha..even though there are a few more assignments left to be done, i believe i can finish them by their due dates...hope so la..really can't promise you on that..>.<..i am too lazy to write more on here..tired of typing already..lol..

Mixed Emotions...

Once again i'm feeling "weird"...i don't know why this kind of feeling keep on haunting me every year...my emotions are mixed up and in total mess...at one point, i can be very happy and at another point, my emotions can take 180 degrees turn...it changed so fast that i myself don't even realise it..i have no time to take control over my emotions..i just feel lost again..this kind of feeling is hard to explain..unless you have underwent such situation, you will know how this feel...i'm scare that one day my emotions are so mixed up until i will burst into tears..or maybe worse..i can't predict how bad the situation could be..i hope i can come out from this "weird" situation as fast as possible..but i can't even find out the causes of it..and without knowing the causes, how can i find the solutions to overcome it?...might be the stress that i'm feeling right now that causes me to fall into the "darkness"..Oh, Light!! Where are you?..i need you!!..before it's too late..

Deepavali treats...

This time, i'm not going to talk non-sense all the way down but if i ever did, please forgive me..cause i'm trying my best to talk lesser craps this time..i will try to bring the main points forward as straight as possible..no talking round the merry bush..haha..
Today, i went to my indian friend's house as he held an open house and invited most of his friends including me over to enjoy the food served..i'm so glad that i am invited and i must admit that this is the first time i'm stepping my feet into an indian house..and my friend is having a Deepavali open house..this made me feel even more anxious and at the same time curious...before this, i have not visited any of my indian friends' house not even during Deepavali open house..so when i received the invitation, i am quite shocked and surprised as well...i just met my friend a few months ago and got to know him better only during this semester..how could he invite me over but not my other indian friends who i knew even longer during my secondary years?...anyway, i went over today and found out what remained as mystery to me all this while...
As this is the first time i'm entering an indian house, i don't know much about their dos and donts(pantang larang), so i remained silent and kept myself from doing "extraordinary" things...although i still don't know what exactly are their dos and donts, they are actually quite similar to other's culture except for a few things maybe..have to find out more if i ever have the chance to do so next time..lol..i ate some tidbits which of course included muruku before having my main course..there were dry chicken curry, mutton and chicken curry, salad and mix vegetable..after finishing my meal, i walked around and discovered some slight differences and similarities between a chinese and indian home..i'm not going to explain here to make this post short and readable..by the end of the day, i really have to thank my friend for the invitation and his family for giving me such a memorable treat..
Thanks again and Happy Deepavali!!..:D

'You' and My non-sense...

I have not been updating my blog for such a long long time..more than a week i guess..feel so pity for this dusty blog...nevermind, i will brush and clean 'you' up today with my non-sense talking..haha..i hope 'you' will get used to my crap talking..because this is the reason why 'you' have been created by me last year..to hold all my non-sense..lol..i non-stop babbling here even though i have nothing to write and i found out that every post i've been posted lately was plain talk and had no objective at all...haha..again i feel pity for 'you' for holding and storing all my craps..even this very post is all about non-sense and i am writing aimlessly here..haha..i really have no idea what to write to fill up this post so must how i end this post here..and put the full-stop for god sake...but if i never created this post, then this poor thingy will be very dusty and rusty...so i have to do something to save this thingy from dying unless the view count of it has hit zero..then i will have the reason to close this thingy down and no more non-sense will be posted up anymore..sounds good to 'you' right?..if i close 'you' down then 'you' don't need to store and take my craps once and for all...'you' will die and 'you' are free to wander around to find your new creator or maybe worse..gone forever..wahaha..now, it turns out that this idea of closing 'you' down will mean more than just freedom..anyway, i'm still your owner at this moment and 'you' still have to do your job by storing and posting this non-sense..be obedient...wahaha...

p.s.: so sorry for wasting your precious time reading this..><..maybe next time i should warn you before hand..:p