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Friday, May 28, 2010

Dilemma situation again...

Before i start off with my story, i would like to wish all the Buddhists a very Happy Wesak Day!!..i never thought of writing a post so soon...since now i'm holidaying and nothing else i can do, i just decided to spend my time over here...

Few days ago went to Malacca with my college mates and it was definitely an awesome vacation...i'll never forget about the moment we share over there and all the happiness we gone through...the trip was full of laughter and even though it was a tiring one, i guess it's worth it...my money and time were not wasted...

Now that i've done with my foundation and my vacation is over, i'm left with two months of holiday before starting my degree years...the coming two months are considered little as compared to five months i've spent after my spm examination...i did exactly nothing during that five months and i can still survive during that period...so these two months i'm sure i can survive and it's just a small matter to me...

What matter most now is i'm left with not much money to spend...if i spend wisely during the holiday period, i guess i can still afford it...since i'm not the outgoing type of person, the remaining money i have now will be enough for me to use during the two months period...but now the problem is, my friends are so hype up now to organise another trip to Langkawi which i suspect will cost more than the previous trip...

If i were to join this trip with them, i certainly will not have enough money to do so...i can already estimate the cost for this whole trip will be at least rm300-rm400...where am i going to fork out such a huge sum if i'm not working for these two months?...i want job that can relate to my field of study and not a simple job which i can't learn anything from it...i admit that i'm picky and hard to satisfy...because of this, i cant find a job that suits me...

So now i fall into a dilemma situation again...it is either work and join the trip or remain unemployed and stay out from the trip...how i wish i can join the trip without working hard to earn money for it...if i'm lazy enough, i'll most probably not joining the trip and just keep myself out from the working world...what can i do now?

malacca group photo

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