Unfortunate events...

OMG!!..next week is semester 1 examination already...i'm still fooling around here and haven't even started to revise anything yet...i'm DOOM...><...never mind, there are still about 3-4 days for me to revise my studies..right now, releasing my stress will be the better option because things happened over these two days really shocked me...first, my aunt's laptop which i use it usually spoilt (LCD cracked)..that case was still ok until yesterday when Dell sent its technicians to fix the laptop, one of them who is still a trainee fixed the laptop...and all of a sudden when he tried to on the laptop to give it a test, the laptop sound out some kind of beeping sound indicating the hard disk was spoilt too...What The ****!!??...before he fixed the LCD, everything was running properly and there was no problem starting the com at all..but after he 'touched' it, the hard disk spoilt...@@..if i knew such thing will happen then i should have backed up my files the day before he came..haiz...really unfortunate..although they changed the hard disk for us, all our data were lost and still hoping that my bro could help us to retrieve the data stored in the old hard disk...hope can retrieve all the lost data la...another unfortunate event happened today...it's about my ose group assignment...i got B for the essay and A for my presentation...if this is what i deserve to get then i'm satisfy with it but my "friend" who did nothing for both the essay and presentation can get A+ for the presentation...What The ****!!??...this result really spoilt my day and all of my other friends can't even believe their own eyes when they saw the result slip...really "mou tin lei"...that was what one of my friends said when he saw the result...i myself also can't believe my own eyes...haiz...what to do?..the tutor already marked the paper and i must do better in my coming exam lo...no choice...T.T...bad day...

Saturday class...

Damn freaking tired now..it's all because of today class..why Apiit must make Saturday as the day to study Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies??..they should hold it on some other days beside Saturday...grr...Saturday is meant for me to rest and relax...my brain just don't work on weekend...lol...woke up early just to attend two classes and then it's end of the day..felt so wasting time..i could have used those time for sleeping since i slept late yesterday night...what a waste of time..T.T...even the roads are so empty and not as pack as weekdays...the journey to college is too smooth and i felt a bit weird about it...haha...TPM seems to be turned into a dead park as every parking lot is so empty and even people can hardly be seen...sounds a little spooky though..lol..normally, there used to be many people walking around and cars passing by frequently but today was totally different...the situation just made me even more lazier to attend class...the "busy aura" is missing..haha..and i am sure i must face such situation for more than 2 months..i think by that time i have got used to it..=.=..

70% or 67%

Last Friday, i just finished my maths test and i knew i had done it badly...and today the bad news arrived on the very first class of the day...i knew it was a bad result and what a bad way to start off my day...can't i get some good news or any other news except for this particular one to start my day?...this is so unmotivating...=.=!!..anyway, when my name was called out, i just went to collect my paper and 70% was written on it..i thought to myself that it was not as bad as i have expected...i thought the marks will be lower than this but it came out to be better yet still disappointing...at least i have expected low marks for this test..if not, the situation could be worse than this...checked through all the questions and as usual did a lot of careless mistakes...there were also a few blank answers which i have no idea at all on how to answer it...those careless mistakes really bothering me..grr..maybe i'm still a human who did mistakes all the time and not perfect after all...that kind of thinking cheered me up a little bit though...i even honest enough to ask for marks deduction after i found out that i drew my graph wrongly...am i really too honest in this case?..i should be very happy with the marks awarded to me even though i answered the question wrongly...what am i doing?..ruining my result?..sigh...i ended up passing back my paper with 67% written on it..3 marks gone just because of my honesty...anyway, is honesty still important in such situation when your results are concerned?..

Satisfied...

Phew~...my 4 in 1 assessments have come down to only one left...i can't believe i have done 3 assessments in just one week..haha..i'm so proud of my capability...what were done over these past three days were my reading test, oral test (debate) and ose group assignment...although the assignment required us to do a presentation but that will only happen next week..so i still have time for that...hehe..now this week left maths test which is going to be conducted this Friday...better get my maths skill polish a little before any tragic incident happens that day...lol...feeling so much better now because the debate has ended and i'm quite satisfy with my performance...at least better than practice session...so relieving...anyway, i'm writing these just to encourage myself a little and is about motivation...haha..thanks for your reading..^o^..

4 in 1

So fast it's already August...three months had passed since i first enrolled into Apiit in May...which means my Foundation's semester 1 is coming to its end..but before i am able to move on to semester 2, exams, tests and assignments are here to assess me..although i've done a few assignments along the course, the main obstacle is still waiting for me to overcome...and this is going to be tested at the end of this month...so nervous right now...i have not even started revising on any subject and next week i'll have my first ever English test at this tertiary level...and there are more coming week after week...damn it!!..the due date for the last assignment for this semester also fall on next week and we have to get ready for presentation after that...not to say my oral test which is going to be assessed through debate is happening on the same week...3 major assessments are coming all at once..Oh My God!!..so stressful...wait..i think i have missed out 1 more assessment which is going to happen on next week also...it is my Maths test...argh~..now it has become 4 in 1..4 assessments in a week time...@.@..what makes it worse is that i have not prepared for any of them except for the last assignment...the essay part is almost finish but the presentation is still empty..nothing have been done until now...die lo this time...