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Wow...it's been awhile since i last posted here...haha...well, it is quite long actually...i've been very lazy to blog these days mainly because of boredom...yeah, i know my life is very boring and what i wrote over here are just plain non-sense and don't make any sense at all...here is just a place for me to unleash my boredom through continuous writing...LOL...

Really nothing special happened in my life these days so i could not make up any stories to write about...even now i'm writing out of boredom and aimlessly...haha...this has became the most usual thing to do when i have not been updating my blog for a very long time...writing for no reason so that my blog will not die of emptiness...hahaha...

Write until the third paragraph and i still can't come out with a topic to write about...i'm so sorry for those who read until here because you gained nothing since you started reading this post..lol...i should have warned you all beforehand...haha..but for those who have been following my blog, you will know that this post contains nothing except words...and you certainly will not waste your precious time reading until here...haha...so, be smarter next time when you sense something is wrong in my writing style...lol...before i end this post, i would like to wish all of you Happy April Fool's Day for tomorrow...wahahaha...

Making decision...

Hmm...how should i start this post with?...some good news?..or some bad news?...well, i don't think i have some good or bad news to share with you all...lol...just plain crapping around...hahaha...

It's already coming to the end of March...and i've about two months left before my foundation level ends...and i have to make another brand new decision right now or maybe later...what left for me to choose from are either i start my degree level 1 right after i finished my foundation which falls in May or wait for about three months before starting my degree years..that will be July...

If i choose to start in May, i will be left with no holiday and i must start it the week after i ended my exam...i'll be totally stress out if i do so...no holiday and continue studying...haiz...but i will end my degree years a few months earlier of course...

If i choose to start in July, i will have about three months of holiday for me to enjoy to the max...three months are not a short period of time, i can be "rusted" if i don't work for that period...i've experienced it before, and i seriously know how bored it is...but i can enjoy holiday and relax my mind before starting a new chapter in my life...

So, which decisions should i make?...i really confused now..both have their respective benefits and disadvantages...and i still have to decide which course to enrol in...haiz...decision making time again....

What's wrong with me?...

I am wondering why my mood has been fluctuating again these days...my moodiness disease has came back and haunt me once again...i'm suffering from it right now and i'm too depressed to do anything...

The smile you see on my face these days might be a fake smile...it's just a mask that i've donned on without i actually knowing it...don't be surprised if you see me laughing madly at one time but moody at another...it's not under my control....

Let's just keep this post short and simple...i do not want to continue writing my sorrow here...end~...

TM customer service...

Today went to TMPoint again...and again i was told i could not upgrade my current streamyx to the cool uni pack...the moment i was told that way, i'm so damn fed up with TM...i had went to TMPoint last monday to enquire about this particular package and i was informed that i could not upgrade my current streamyx due to the name register under my TM fixed line was not my name...i have accepted this fact at that moment but i was still sceptical about the info given by them...

Two days later, i called up TM 100 to ask again about this package after knowing that some of my friends managed to upgrade their streamyx without any interruption...during my first call to TM, i was greeted by an operator who asked me about my enquiry...but to my surprise, i was left unanswered after telling about my enquiry...

Left with no choice, i hung up and dialed again...this time, i managed to get some feedback from the operator but she wanted to confirm it with her supervisor...she put me on hold while she asked her supervisor and will come back to me minutes later...she did come back to me...but, again i was left unanswered and eventually the line got disconnected...WTF!!!!...

Filled with anger and disappointment, i decided to call again...once my line was connected to an operator, i straight scolded the operator before i even told about my enquiry...i'm too pissed off that time!!!...this time, she did exactly what the second operator has done except she took my hand phone number in case she didn't come back to me after consulting her supervisor...she came back with an answer that i could upgrade my streamyx but she said it's still depend upon my registration...WTF!!!...why TM does not have a policy which all of its employees can stick to?...it's not consistent at all...

Although, i am still left with uncertainties, i still grabbed all the needed documents and went to TMPoint to subscribe to this "package"..==...as expected, i was told i could not upgrade again and i asked for explanation about this...i just kept on questioning why i could not do so when TM customer service said it was possible for me to do so...this went on for about few minutes before i finally gave up and decided to sign up for another new line to subscribe to this freaking package...i'm sick of TM customer service...even there was a problem persisting when i'm registering...noob service and that's all i can say...don't ask me why i'm subscribing to this troublesome package even though it's so troublesome...i'm speechless!!!..=.=

Laughter is the best medicine...

Today i finally realised what laughter can do to improve and heal one's health and emotion...if you have experienced it before, i am sure you will know how magical and wonderful is a laughter can do to cheer you up...believe me, it's really magical!!..

Back to the previous post, when i'm still emo-ing at that time, i really desperate and wanted some instant remedies to cure my emotional sickness...a day after that, i have cured from this sickness thanks to the laughter i've experienced on that very day...really thanks to my friends for giving me the laughter which brought me back up from my sorrow and i'm fully energise now..thanks a lot!!..

In the meantime, i also felt very sorry for my friend for being the centre of the joke...if not of your openness and careless mistake, i will not have came out from my sorrow so soon...without you all, maybe i'm still stuck in deep under my sadness and never come out from it...i really need to thank you all especially the one who provides the fun and laughter to me..and once again sorry for making fun of your mistake...i will never forget the moment and your indirect help...

Busy or "Busy"?

Why am i so busy these days?..or am i actually acting to be busy so that i can forget all about my sadness and continue to keep myself happy as always?...will i be truly happy if i am keeping myself busy with loads of tasks?..i just don't understand why i am doing so...maybe this is the only way for me to wash out my sadness within myself...

If i keep on writing here and asking myself question, i know i will never get the answer but at least i get to release out what are trapped within my emotion...if not all, part of the of it will be enough for me to move on with my life...it is getting too much inside of me...it must be released...

No matter what i'm doing right now, i may doing it out of a way of releasing sadness...bearing all these troubles and sadness with me will just bring me down in just a matter of minutes...it's time for me to wake up and discard all those negativity with me...i have had enough of them...go away and never come back!!!