Another month gone...

July 30 - It is the second last day of this month. The coming month will be August and it has a week long holiday waiting there. I am looking forward to study during that holiday though (hope so). Since the trial exam is on September, i think it is best to make good use of the holiday we got and not abuse it by doing non-sense. By the way, i still haven't plan my study for the coming month and i will try to make it as soon as possible to avoid wasting time. Not much time left before we sit for SPM, so i must consider that too.

Back to this month, i think i got not much thing to say about this month as i am simply wasting much of the time by doing some useless thing. Don't ask me what did i do in this month because i also don't really remember what i did too..lol.. All i can remember is i face the computer for about 5 hours consecutively everyday without a miss. Or maybe once or twice. Lately, we were given many homework and we must finish it in time. I can tell you that it is quite a number of them especially History and Biology as we need to write our own note for both of them. I have 'lost contact' with all the previous chapters and i have left both of the notebooks unwritten for so long that i must take time to finish it. Hmm.. enough of homework. I also look forward to go for the holiday with my friends during the end-year holiday. I just can't wait for that day to arrive even though it is still far from now. With hope, i am sure i am able to wait for it to arrive. Although our holiday destination is quite boring, i still enjoy going there as i like to take beautiful scenery pictures and the fresh air. It is just too fresh and cooling..hmm.. and of course the greenery over there! So Relaxing!! I think i am in the holiday mood now..lol.. Stop Dreaming!! Back to the reality!! Okay, i must make sure i get to go there after my SPM..haha..
AUGUST...

Undang lecture...

Zzzz... I just gone through the 'Undang Lecture' and it was so damn tiring. Not that the talks were boring but the time that we had to sit there hearing the lecturer talking was so freaking long. The talks took about 5 hours plus to finish completely. I finally know why all of my friends who had took their licenses complained about the Undang Lecture which is extremely BORING! Why must the JPJ implement this 'lecture' thingy? I don't find any good thing about it also. This plan should be scrapped off! However, the 5 hours talks have two breaks which were sufficient for us to regain our 'conscious' after hearing for such a long time. Each break was about 30 minutes. Anyway, our lecturer or instructor was quite funny and lucky he was not that boring type of person who just follow everything exactly. In between his speech, he joked about something related and enough to brighten up our 'dull' faces. Just one thing to comment on his speech that is, he is such a slowpoke! He can talk about one simple rule for 15 minutes or more! He took about one hour to finish up one page only. Can you imagine that? Now that the lecture has finished, we must get ready for the Undang test and i need to wait until my SPM finished to complete my driving lesson....

SO BORING!!!

School on Saturday...

WHY?? Why must we go to school on Saturday? (sob) I really hate going to school on Saturday but what can i do? Still need to go even though i don't feel so...haiz.. It is because our teachers still haven't finish the syllabus and they have to finish it by mid of August, so all of them are rushing to finish it as fast as possible. End up we have to go to school tomorrow since the teachers had already informed us that they are going to go ahead with the study and we have no choice but to present ourselves tomorrow. I seriously hope the teachers are going to conduct the experiments tomorrow too. I like experiments..swt...

Anyway, i think the main reason that make up my mind to go to school is the experiment factor that is very 'seductive' to me. If there is no experiment tomorrow, i think most probably i will not go to school as it is a waste of time going there listen to boring lectures from the teachers. Lucky there is no Biology lesson tomorrow..thanks God! So scared of her 'lecture' already. If you have heard her 'lecturing' in the class, i am sure you will know what i mean here. Just hope tomorrow will be a profitable day for me and not disappointed day....

BORING....

Need your support...

Recess time - As usual i went to canteen and watched my friends ate their meals. At the same time, we gossip about anything that is worth a bit of talking. Then, suddenly one of my friends informed me that the Chinese aunties who sell Chinese cuisines in the canteen (i think most of you know who are they) were moving out of the school starting next month. I was shocked from the news as why are they stopping their business even though they have good sales here? My friends later told me that they were forced to stop their business because their counterparts were too jealous over their good sales everyday. What the hell?? How can such thing happened in our school? This is not the proper way to solve this problem anyway. To those narrow minded hawkers in the school canteen, can you all please be more rational when solving this problem? Why must you all force people to stop their business even though they have done nothing wrong? Did they ask students to buy their food or bribe us to do so? Definitely NO!! I don't understand why there are still such irrational people working in our school compound. The school authorities should eradicate them instead since they can give a bad influence to the students. Please think before you take any action. Instead of forcing people to move out, you all should think of ways to overcome your own problems if you can't get good sales of your food. Please think back... There must be something wrong that causes your food for not selling well in the canteen. Why not you all think of 'upgrading' your food or add some spices into it? I am sure this is a better choice than the unreasonable action! To those who can't stand this non-sense and decided to lend a helping hand to the aunties, please sign our petition that is going round the school right now! Don't act before it's too late!

NEED YOUR SUPPORT!!

No mood...

BORING.... is the best word to describe my heart feeling now. I am so damn boring right now. Nothing to do other than blogging here..haiz... Nothing special happened nowadays and i also don't know what to write in my blog. Just writing a pile of rubbish in it. Even this post is a crap because i have nothing to do so i just write some rubbish here. I also don't know what am i writing now.. What is my purpose of writing this post? I am still wondering... I have wasted so much time here but i am still in confusion of what to write.

Hmm.. many of my friends have started their revisions or getting ready for the coming exam which is the trial but i am still fooling around, wasting time playing computer games and watching television everyday. When am i going to be serious and stop all these even the exam is just around the corner? Maybe i am taking this too lightly, so i just ignore it but i think it is the time now for me to get started and stop all the day-dreaming. WAKE UP!!! I should be studying right now but once again i come out with the reason of 'No Mood'. What reason is this? I have no time now to bother my feelings and i should forget this reason already if i really serious in studying. Anyway, i think i should make a promise to myself to make sure i really study after this. Just like what Pn. Thamarai said, 'this week is the last week to relax and next week we should get busy'. Just think about it....

STOP!!!!

Critics...

It was ENGLISH TIME and i wanted to skip today class as i already foreseen something bad is going to happen. I thought of going to the library to hang around just to skip the class but i couldn't... When i opened the library's door, i saw my English teacher was sitting in the office chatting with another teacher. I immediately closed the door and went back to my class desperately. All my hopes of skipping her class were crushed. What to do?? Just wait for her to arrive and face the critics...haiz... She came in and straight away asked us to let her see our essays without hesitating. Anyway, luckily i am not the first one to face her so i took some time to fix my essay before letting her criticised it. After a few of my friends had received her comments on their essays, i decided to let her has a look on my 'rubbish'. Before she left the class since the bell had already rang, i quickly moved forward to let her see my essay. I sat beside her while she read my essay and corrected every single mistakes i made. I thought she is going to blast me like hell but not that bad actually. She just corrected 10 mistakes altogether and gave me some praises too. She said that i have improved!! At first, i thought am i dreaming?? but she was really saying that to me today... What a relief... This was the first time she praised me...lol

IMPROVING...

English essay...

Oh my God!!.. This is my first expression when my English teacher, Pn. Kow asked us to write an essay. After such a long time didn't write a directed essay, my brain is totally blank and i don't know what to write in my exercise book. I just holding my pen for a few minutes and thinking of how to start my essay before my brain starts to work again. However, i still do what we all usually did by looking back of the book to search for the answer for the essay. I know it seems to be inappropriate to do so but that is the only choice when you can't start your essay or run out of ideas. I just do the normal things people do... I have done nothing wrong..lol..

After almost one hour doing that freaking essay, i finally finished it before the bell rang. What makes thing worse is that the teacher wants to check our essay one by one during the next lesson. Then again, my jaw just dropped open and no voice came out. That time, i am still wondering whether i have heard wrongly or is it true that she going to do this to us? It is like digging our own graveyard because we write our own essay and let her criticise us until zero. I can't imagine what is going to happen when she read my essay... It is either she faint or me. If my English is up to her standard, i will not have worry so much on that but now my English is so poor. How can she compare us to the creme de la creme? They are the best of the best. We are just normal students... Anyway, we are Malaysian so we have our very own 'MANGLISH' mah... So, please allow us to use this language loh...

TOLONGLAH....

Clashes...

Today, my class magazine pages finally came out and it received plenty of different critics and praises from us. After few weeks working hard on this 'project', my friends came out with a quite surprising work but i already knew a little bit about the work done from my friend before it was printed out. But, i still astonished with a few things that i still haven't knew about it that is they used my form teacher's childhood photo and posted it as mine! What a big non-sense from my friends! What's wrong if don't put a photo for me in that non-sense page? Why not you all just leave it empty as it is? That will looks better.

I think most of us know that boys and girls have different 'taste' on art work so an argument happened when we discussed it today before school ends. Maybe because girls prefer a girly stuff while the boys prefer a boyish stuff and BANG! There came an argument or debate! As our class has a big majority of girls, so the boys have a lesser percentage of winning the 'talks'. It is like David versus Goliath for us. We are fighting against the majority but for me, i will stand on my own points. I don't care what you all are going to do but i just want my needs to be fulfilled and that is all i want. Don't interfere anymore. Anyway, the result came out from the 'talks' is we go ahead with the present idea but we produce another specially make page for the...i don't want to mention it again... I am not going to buy that page don't worry. Just leave my column blank without any details and that's all. Hope you all will respect my decision. Just wait and see what we can get from the both worlds....

RESPECT....

Academic Dialogue??

Erm...i don't think i will call it an "Academic Dialogue". "Bicara Akademik" sounds better..lol.. How also i think this programme is just a waste of time and is quite useless. Our parents come to school and listen to our form teachers talk all the craps then we are able to go back with our parents. In between the time, the students just sit in the class doing nothing other than chit-chatting while waiting for their parents to come and pick them up. Don't you think this is so wasteful and why not the teachers just give us the report cards and we will pass it to our parents. Why must they talk so much before our parents?..haiz...Anyway, my form teacher, Pn. Syarifah did not talk and commented much on me but kept on pin-point on my add maths' result which is terribly sucks. All round up is still consider good at least for now. Just hope can do better in my trial and of course SPM...hehe...

Nowadays i found myself is getting lazier than before in doing everything including my homework and blogging. Now, i only update my blog twice a week or maybe once a week which consider little as compare to last time when i used to blog everyday or alternate days. As time past, i am getting lazier and i also don't know what causes this...haiz... Maybe i should take up my teacher's advice to practise more exercises on add maths especially. But, i am too lazy for that...swt... About 5 more months from now, we will finish our high school life and further dwell into the college life which is still a mystery for us.

IMPROVING!!!

Dampness...

Woo~~(shivering) Today was so cold which very suitable for sleeping of course! The dampness of the environment just made everything turned gloomy and unalive. Ahh~how good if i could continue sleeping without bothering about going to school and study those boring subjects on Tuesday. Just thought that raining will not cause anything or disaster but i am wrong. The first 'disaster' that greeted me this morning was the difficulty in bringing myself up into the car since it was raining cats and dogs that time...haiz.. Even i try to keep myself from the rain drops, in the end i still sustained a few patches of water on my shirt and trousers. Maybe the rain just came in the wrong time. It should wait until i reached school then only it should start its work...haiz..

Then came the second 'disaster' when i just stepped into my classroom and found that most of the tables and chairs in our class were covered with water. My table and chair too were the victims of this 'disaster'...haiz... My table also seem to be 'pollinated' by the trees outside with full of something that looks like pollen grain so i decided to describe it in this way. I was forced to put my bag somewhere else that is dry while i got something to clean up the mess on my table and chair. Oh gosh, it was so wet! Even a few pieces of papers did no changes on my table except that it was less wet than before i wiped it. Lucky, Peng Siang pass me a piece of old cloth to wipe the dirty table. If not, i must wait for it to dry for so long before i am able to sit and do anything on it.

Now that the whole class looks to be flooded, everybody seem to lazy to study and took the opportunity of the first two period to snap some pictures but i am just too camera-shy..lol.. There were about 10 people absent today that made the atmosphere more gloomy and calm after the storm. The third 'disaster' strikes right after my recess when we turned up for the bio class in the lab. That crap talker Thamarai non-stop talking non-sense about us for almost 15 minutes...haiz... Everytime says back the same thing, even i can predict what she is going to say. "5 sc 2, you all are so arrogant and bla bla bla...." imagine she is talking this crap again...@.@... Finished bio and history time...zzz... At least history time was better than bio as we were getting nearer to the end of the school...finally...

GLOOMY...

Free time...

Ahh~~..Finally everything are done and no more worry for me (for now only). The exams are over after the whole week having it and my add maths project also near to finishing just left some final touches to make it perfect before i pass it up next Monday. After few days not blogging, i finally have the chance to blog again since these few days i am having exams and busy editing the add maths project that my friend send to me. Now that everything are finished, i can take a break now and take my own sweet time to spend it on this blog. Previously i am so stress from all these problems but when i got all these things settled, i found out that it is not that hard to tackle all these problems as i learn to be a much more selfish person. I don't think the 'selfish' term refer to a bad quality but since so many of us are having this so call 'bad quality', i started to learn more about this value. As i going through my walk of life, i finally know that this world is very competitive and it is very important for us to adapt to this value in order to keep ourselves competitive. To ensure you to get to keep your status, you must be selfish so that you are not easily affected by all accuses or opinions. Even many top leaders nowadays are practising this to make sure they are the best of the best. If you are not selfish enough, you will be left out and nobody will lend a hand to you because it is all about selfishness now. It is very 'in'. Anyway, i have the time now to learn more about this value to continue upgrade myself to fit into this constantly changing competitive world.

RELAX TIME!!!