The Last Post...

WoW~~..today is the last day of 2009 already...about 7 hours from now will be the arrival of the new decade...will 2010 make a great entry while 2009 walk away solemnly at the strike of mid-night?...everything will be revealed soon...i have enough of reminiscing the past incidents in the year 2009 and now i would like to foresee what 2010 has to offer us...since it is a new beginning of a decade, i hope many positive changes will take place next year...

What i will be looking forward in the first quarter of 2010 is the introductory of HighSpeed Broadband (HSBB) by TM..although i'm not sure whether my place will be covered in its first phase, i really hope so it does...using 2Mbps for about 2 years had annoyed me almost everytime i try to buff a video...Youtube speed has been capped recently and this irritates me even more...the usual speed is already freaking slow and now has been capped...WTF??!!!...really cant wait for HSBB to roll out next year...

Another thing i will be waiting for is my very own first laptop and my entry into degree level...of course before i get my laptop, i must first get money$$...and the funding will come from my PTPTN loan if i ever get it...and this is why i must do my best in my studies..turn one big round coming back to studies..(sigh)...really everything radiate from STUDY!!!..can't escape from it in any way...

Right now, i must put my study on hold for a few hours before coming back to it next year...enjoy the remaining hours is the MAIN THING now...haha...
Happy New Year!!!!..see you all next year!!!

The last outing?...

27 December...2009 is nearing to its end of life..while 2010 is coming alive...and i can feel the hype of its energy already..i am sure 2010 has more than what i have expected...just wait for it to come alive in about 5 days time...

Yesterday might be the last outing for this year but i wanted more before the end of the year...just another outing will be nice and my money is about to finish too...really spent a lot this month especially on meals...as i grow, i tend to spend more on meals and crave for better food since life is much about FOOD!!..we live for food!!..hahaha...been to sunway yesterday with friends to have an earlied birthday celebration for "Jay's wife"...with "his wife" around, for sure the movie we are going to see will be "his" movie...not other than the newly released Treasure Hunter...this movie is not as bad as i thought but there are too many loopholes in the storyline to be covered...better job next time..as this movie is fully mandarin and what makes it worse is that it is "overseas mandarin" which i really find it hard to catch their words...i admit i am a freaking "banana" so i must really pay a lot of attention to their dialogue and subtitles of course..without the subtitles, i guess i might be scratching my head throughout the whole movie...figuring out what they have said and the meaning behind it...at least local mandarin can be easily understand because it's from the same culture...so movies from singapore and malaysia are much easier for me to absorb...

talking about outing again, i seriously fed up of finding transportation to anywhere...even if there is a possible outing in the next few days, transportation problem will be holding me back...so, my new year wish will be.... OWNING A CAR!!!..wahahaha...

Secret behind Tang Yuen...

22 December 2009...Today is Winter Solstice Festival...it's the day when most of the chinese will savour the annual mouth-watering dessert...Tang Yuen..but this is not what i'm waiting for...and i don't even like to eat or don't feel like savouring it at all..many of you might be caught in surprise why i am not eating such a "nice" dessert..but myself don't even know why i dislike this dessert...maybe because of its floury taste and the ginger-taste soup...i seriously hate the taste of ginger..can't stand the taste of it except for 1 kind of dipping which i can't even explain why i like it...LOL..according to the chinese custom, after eating the Tang Yuen signifies we are older by 1 year and we must eat amounting to our age..let's say i'm 18 this year and i have to eat 18 balls of Tang Yuen...this is certainly CRAZY!!!..hahaha...if this is true, then this might be the secret behind the youthfulness of me..wahaha..since i'm not eating it every year and this shows that i'll not grow older by years...the best kept secret of me..LOL..and this also prevented me from growing vertically which i hated the most...i am as short as a kid..T.T..but the good thing behind it is that i can keep the youthful look of me...haha..this is too much already..i better stop saying non-scientific proofing here..and wish you all have a happy reunion dinner with your family members..^.^..

Days remaining...

19 December 2009...another six days is Christmas..and another six days from that will be new year...really can't imagine time has passed so fast this year..2009 is certainly a year full of joy and sorrow...2009 is the year when i got my spm result and my secondary school years ended officially...it is also a marking of my new college life in May...both events really cause a lot of troubles and surprises to me..and not to be missed is certainly my 18th birthday..this marks a new beginning in my life as a new "mature" teenager...i don't really look forward to my birthday previously but it turned out something worth celebrating...and appreciated...and yes,..i also earned my driving licence in this year January after learning for almost a month...although, i still have no car to drive right now, at least i have my licence and i will be wishing for one next year..even a second-hand car will satisfy me for now...hehe...there are a lot of other minor events that happened in this year but these few are the main things that have changed my life...2009 has brought many changes around me and i can't recap all of them...anyway, there are 12 days left in 2009 and i am sure the coming days will have more to anticipate...anything can happen within these 12 days...hope all the happenings will be good ones and something memorable for the year 2009...let's make the remaining days more memorable!!! 

assignmentSSS...

Woo~..so long i didn't update my blog ler..so busy with my F***ing ITA assignment before this..and even now there is still an assignment waiting for me to hand-out on monday...really tired of assignments...haiz..after this assignment, there are another two assignments to complete before end of january..GRRR!!!..and that two assignments are malaysian and moral study assignments..even these two puny little subjects have assignments to hand-in..i think i'm going crazy over assignments nowadays...wahahaha...i'm a bit sot sot already..don't bother about my sudden laughter..it's nothing funny about..i just can't control my emotion already..i'm NUMB!!..hahaha..

anyway, 2009 is coming to its end and 2010 is waiting around the corner...wondering whether to have some new year resolutions to hold on to so that my life won't be so boring and aimless..hahaha...so wait until the time comes and there will be an answer for me..lol..better complete my assignment now..that's it for now..^^

Unexpected...happy about it...thank you...

I will make this post as short as possible..since i have spent my whole afternoon doing my assignment just now..i am damn freaking tired now..my fingers and brain are getting sore now..haiz..anyway, there is one thing i must say it now..that is..Thanks to all those who had attended my birthday party yesterday at Wings Cafe..even though it is done last minute, many of you can make it and i am so happy about it..and of course i must thank the two organisers KX and CS for making it so successful...thanks so much..at first, i thought i will not be expecting a party to be successfully organised but it came out to be a successful one..the presents i received from  you all are bonus to me as i didn't expect to receive any gift...attending the party is all i wanted..really thanks for the gifts and the cake as well..love it..really hope i can have it every year..^^...

Thanks again!!..

Two days left...

Oh my God..there are only two days left!!..two days for me to enjoy myself as an underage kid..i am so gona miss the days i spent during my childhood...i am not going to find another one for this whole life ever..nothing i can do now to prevent this day from arriving..all i can do is just wait and bid my last goodbye to my childhood days..Goodbye is all i can say now..although i realised that i will undergo such situation a month ago, i didn't seem to appreciate it instead i have wasted it...i am regretting my doings again..haiz..what make it worse is that i am most probably going to spend this whole unlucky day doing my assignments..this situation really makes me feel uneasy..can you imagine spending an unlucky day by doing assignments?..nothing is worse than this..i can't imagine myself going through this two days from now..anyway, i rather accept the truth than fantasizing myself going through a happy day which is not going to happen obviously...truth is where i am heading to while brushing aside all those fantasies which are blocking my route in seeking the truth..

Accept the truth and forget about the others..

Phobia 2...

Yesterday went to watch Phobia 2..actually, i was quite disappointed with the show after getting so many positive comments about the movie..many have said that this movie is freaking scary and humourous as well..some even said that this is the most shocking horror movie they've ever seen..but to me, it was not as good as the comments i got from the people who have watched it..i thought it was very scary so i decided to watch it no matter what happens..i admit i am a die heart fan of horror movies..what i got from this movie are just some moral values especially from the first story...this movie is not as shocking as it should be but very funny instead..maybe i should wait for another horror movie..although the last story should be the funiest story, it came out as the scariest story to me instead..maybe this horror movie is an antology so every story is short and cant get the momentum build up unlike a full length story..anyway, i saw this movie for free with the gsc member birthday treat..so i got nothing to fret about it..just wait for another shocking movie..

2012...

Wow...i have not touched my blog for quite some time...i have been busy with my assignments lately and spent most of my online time facebook-ing..haha..really dump my blog aside due to these two reasons..so sorry bloggie..>.<..anyway, i'm going to update now since i have some empty slots in my time..haha..
Today, i went to IOI mall with 21 friends to catch the latest natural disaster movie..everyone should have seen this movie by now..i guess..it's not other than 2012...the much anticipated natural disaster movie of the year...this movie really is the best natural disaster movie ever...nice graphic and synchronised with nice sound quality...can feel the heart pounding every time an earthquake occurs...it's too hard for me to explain my feeling for this movie..it creates mixed emotion to me..although there are some parts which are not necessary be included but i think the director just want to pro-long the movie length by slotting those parts in...i will give it 8/10..those who haven't seen this movie should spend 3 hours for this movie..it's thrilling, touching, amazing and educating...just experience the end of the world feeling by yourself and you will know what i mean...good work done by the whole production team..:D..
There are still about 10 days left for me to enjoy the underage lifestyle..thereafter, no more such lifestyle for me to enjoy...once in a lifetime experience..must appreciate every single day while i'm still underage...haha..

Still Underage...

Wohoo..it's November already..which means by the end of this month i will be celebrating my birthday..my 18th birthday..haha..i am not sure i will be holding a celebration for it but i guess it will be just an ordinary day for me..just like the past 17 years..after passing this particular day, i will be considered as old enough already..that's why i don't want this day to come so soon..i still want to be a young innocent boy..lol..i don't want to be old so fast..there are still about 3 weeks before this "nightmare" happens..so i better enjoy the remaining 3 weeks as a young boy..after this, there will be no more young thinking..must be mature already..T.T..sad sad..a lot of my friends have passed their birthdays so they are considered as old but not me..hehe..i'm still young..just 17+..i hate it when people calling me old..lol..anyway, there are good and bad about being 18 but i still prefer being 17..haha..an ordinary underage kid..no need to carry big responsibilities is the best part of it..once you're 18, you will be held responsible for every deed you have done and will stand the chance to face jail terms...all these will not happen if you are under 18..can you see the significance of being underaged now?..haha..by the way, i'm getting prepared for this big leap of my life..enjoying the remaining underage life..wahaha..

Wasted holiday...

One week holiday so fast coming to its end...really feel that my holiday wasted just like that..spent my holiday meaningless and aimlessly except for completing some of my assignments..well, maybe completing these can consider as slight achievements to me..i should have completed them the first few days of holiday but due to my procrastination nature, i have delayed all my works...so, completing some of them is something worth to rejoice after delaying my works for so many days...haha..even though there are a few more assignments left to be done, i believe i can finish them by their due dates...hope so la..really can't promise you on that..>.<..i am too lazy to write more on here..tired of typing already..lol..

Mixed Emotions...

Once again i'm feeling "weird"...i don't know why this kind of feeling keep on haunting me every year...my emotions are mixed up and in total mess...at one point, i can be very happy and at another point, my emotions can take 180 degrees turn...it changed so fast that i myself don't even realise it..i have no time to take control over my emotions..i just feel lost again..this kind of feeling is hard to explain..unless you have underwent such situation, you will know how this feel...i'm scare that one day my emotions are so mixed up until i will burst into tears..or maybe worse..i can't predict how bad the situation could be..i hope i can come out from this "weird" situation as fast as possible..but i can't even find out the causes of it..and without knowing the causes, how can i find the solutions to overcome it?...might be the stress that i'm feeling right now that causes me to fall into the "darkness"..Oh, Light!! Where are you?..i need you!!..before it's too late..

Deepavali treats...

This time, i'm not going to talk non-sense all the way down but if i ever did, please forgive me..cause i'm trying my best to talk lesser craps this time..i will try to bring the main points forward as straight as possible..no talking round the merry bush..haha..
Today, i went to my indian friend's house as he held an open house and invited most of his friends including me over to enjoy the food served..i'm so glad that i am invited and i must admit that this is the first time i'm stepping my feet into an indian house..and my friend is having a Deepavali open house..this made me feel even more anxious and at the same time curious...before this, i have not visited any of my indian friends' house not even during Deepavali open house..so when i received the invitation, i am quite shocked and surprised as well...i just met my friend a few months ago and got to know him better only during this semester..how could he invite me over but not my other indian friends who i knew even longer during my secondary years?...anyway, i went over today and found out what remained as mystery to me all this while...
As this is the first time i'm entering an indian house, i don't know much about their dos and donts(pantang larang), so i remained silent and kept myself from doing "extraordinary" things...although i still don't know what exactly are their dos and donts, they are actually quite similar to other's culture except for a few things maybe..have to find out more if i ever have the chance to do so next time..lol..i ate some tidbits which of course included muruku before having my main course..there were dry chicken curry, mutton and chicken curry, salad and mix vegetable..after finishing my meal, i walked around and discovered some slight differences and similarities between a chinese and indian home..i'm not going to explain here to make this post short and readable..by the end of the day, i really have to thank my friend for the invitation and his family for giving me such a memorable treat..
Thanks again and Happy Deepavali!!..:D

'You' and My non-sense...

I have not been updating my blog for such a long long time..more than a week i guess..feel so pity for this dusty blog...nevermind, i will brush and clean 'you' up today with my non-sense talking..haha..i hope 'you' will get used to my crap talking..because this is the reason why 'you' have been created by me last year..to hold all my non-sense..lol..i non-stop babbling here even though i have nothing to write and i found out that every post i've been posted lately was plain talk and had no objective at all...haha..again i feel pity for 'you' for holding and storing all my craps..even this very post is all about non-sense and i am writing aimlessly here..haha..i really have no idea what to write to fill up this post so must how i end this post here..and put the full-stop for god sake...but if i never created this post, then this poor thingy will be very dusty and rusty...so i have to do something to save this thingy from dying unless the view count of it has hit zero..then i will have the reason to close this thingy down and no more non-sense will be posted up anymore..sounds good to 'you' right?..if i close 'you' down then 'you' don't need to store and take my craps once and for all...'you' will die and 'you' are free to wander around to find your new creator or maybe worse..gone forever..wahaha..now, it turns out that this idea of closing 'you' down will mean more than just freedom..anyway, i'm still your owner at this moment and 'you' still have to do your job by storing and posting this non-sense..be obedient...wahaha...

p.s.: so sorry for wasting your precious time reading this..><..maybe next time i should warn you before hand..:p

Long Lost Experience...

Today finally got the chance to see a movie..i've not seen a movie for almost a month or maybe more than that..i've missed out so many nice blockbusters and some even have been removed from the cinema showing list..never get the chance to see it anymore unless i download it or buy pirated DVD..lol..but i still prefer to see a movie in cinema as the sound system is far better than any other home theatre system..and of course the screen is bigger as well...creating an exceptional viewing experience..even the advertisement shown has a better quality compared to ordinary TV's advertisement..haha..anyway, i watched G-Force just now and it was not the movie that i really wanted to see but watched it for the sake of enjoying the cinema experience..lol..the movie was not bad although it has copied some ideas from transformer..haha..and mixing it with some special agent stuff..blending it with some humorous jokes and nice sound tracks from B.E.P...of course with the cute rodents that pulled in the crowd especially kids and girls to watch it..lol..'smuggling' our lunch into the cinema hall is also a brand new experience for me..felt a bit guilty of my doing..but no regret..lol..cause that is the only way for us to eat if we are to see a movie..hope my next visit to the cinema can discover more new experiences..haha..

Class cancelled...

Today went back to school just for 2 hours...attended ITA lab session and that's all for today...no more class after that..sien lo...but i'm still glad about it..lol..there is supposed to be an ITA lecture now but it is cancelled because the lecturer is on MC...i wondering is she really on MC or is she extending her own Raya holiday and giving excuse for that ..lol..since she is not a Malay lecturer, so she might be really on MC..haha..i don't really bother the truth but as long as we do not need to attend her lecture class is a good news to us...lol..the result is more important than the process..haha..
There were lesser cars "jamming" on the street today as compared to usual working days...err..today is still a working day but many are not back from kampung or vacation yet as the school holiday is still on until this weekend...so there are many people who just take extra leave to spend to whole week away...how good if i can do the same...haha...anyway, not caught in a traffic jam especially in the morning is still something worth appreciating...the feeling of getting to a destination smoothly and uninterrupted is so nice and pleasing...not only the driver is not agitated, but both the driver and passengers will have better mood for the day and thus contributing to higher productivity...oops..i seem to be writing answer for my exam..lol..i think that's all for this post..
Have a nice day!!!

Raya Holidays...

Currently, i'm enjoying 3 days of holiday in conjunction with the Hari Raya celebration...most of us are enjoying ourselves right now...some might take this opportunity to hang out with friends and family but i chose to stay at home and relax..so relaxing now..ah~..how good if this holiday last for a week...to me, this holiday is just like a replacing holiday for my semester holiday..since i didn't get to enjoy holiday after my sem 1 exam, this is the time for me to relax..haha..at least there are 3 days for me to release my stress...3 days are already enough for me to regain my sleeping hours lost during schooling days...lol..these few days, i slept for almost 10 hours each day...i slept from 3.00 a.m. till 12.30 p.m...haha..waking up late is consider an usual activity for me as i sleep late...i know there are still many people who can actually sleep "earlier" and waking up later than me...i think my condition is still acceptable..haha...anyway, this kind of sleeping pattern should not be practised because this is not good for health...=.=...don't ask me why am i practising it..lol..maybe i find morning is too early for me to carry out my daily activities...haha..whatever the reason is, i wish there are more holidays to come..last but not least..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
to all who are celebrating it..
^.^

Online...

After two days absenting from the Net, it is like losing contact with the whole world..lol..without the laptop, I can’t online, listen to songs, play games and chat…I think I’m too dependent on technology nowadays…last time, I only online whenever I go to cybercafé but now I have the opportunity to online at home and I’m getting addicted to it..not online-ing for a day will make me feel weird..it is like something is missing in my daily chores…especially when I can’t check out my facebook and e-mails…this creates a feeling that not being satisfied for the day…if I can’t online for a month, then most probably I will suffer from serious depression…haha…I have thought of using my phone to surf the net but my phone doesn’t have the Wi-Fi function and even 3G speed..i can only rely on the GPRS speed which is terribly slow and costly as well…so, I ended up restraining myself from online-ing…haiz..i think I have better buy a phone with Wi-Fi function next time..this can at least ease my “suffering” for a few days…lol..now that I have the chance to online, it is online spree for me..wahahaha…that’s all for this post..

have a nice day everyone!!..

Positive Thinking...

It's Saturday again...again i have class for both Malaysian and Moral Studies...so damn boring..Saturday morning have to wake up early just to attend those classes...again i'm fretting about Saturday class...haiz..at least today i had some good mood to get my brain working..and the lecturer had some interesting topics to discuss...some positive thinking here..lol..after studying PDSM for almost 4 months, i am starting to practise the theories studied during the past 4 months...haha..i know it's quite late to get started but i think i still have adequate time to make appropriate changes...lol..thinking positively again..
After 1 week going through the new semester, i guess this semester will be much more interesting than the previous semester...maybe i am getting used to the new environment and new friends...we are getting "madder" each day...it's a good beginning though...haha..and breaks are getting longer..as long as 4 hours for Wednesday..Oh My...don't know what am i going to do with the 4 hours if i'm not returning home...break can be tiring at this point..lol..some contrary to popular belief...but it's ok..the break will not dampen my spirit...i'm ready for this semester..bring it on!!...

A New Beginning...

Tomorrow will be a brand new semester for me..it's semester 2..i'm not looking forward to this semester though..although it has included an IT related subject, this subject just teach about basic stuff...so, i think it will be very boring...zzz...there is also Further Mathematics in this semester which is quite similar to Add Maths..and i definitely HATE it...another two boring subjects will be Communication Skills and RMDS (Research Method and Degree Study)...both also not interesting at all...don't know why Apiit want to include these subjects in its Foundation course...i feel like being cheated by Apiit...wasting money studying unimportant things...hope that Degree courses will have much differences compared to Foundation year...i don't want to waste my money studying useless stuff..=.=...

Ended and Solved...

Haha..finally i have finished my semester 1 exam..feeling so relax right now..although the exam period only lasted for about 3 days..this period is enough to give me stress throughout these 3 days..i kept worrying about my performance and i kept telling myself that i must get good result for this exam..if i can't perform well, then there is no more subsidiary fees for me..without the subsidy, the fees are too expensive..that's why i can't even afford to do a simple careless mistake during exam...haiz..anyway, the exam is over and just hope that i'm able to achieve good result...end of story..
These few days, i'm having difficulty in internet connection but thanks to my bro, the case is solved..now, i can even surf the net at 2Mbps for the price of RM88..damn shiok la..lol..thanks to my bro's complaint again..haha..but each of us has to fork out some money to buy a brand new modem router to enjoy the good speed since the old modem can't support the speed i guessed...i think it is still worth it if long term usage is consider..hope the frequent disconnection problem will not persist again after changing the modem..^^..end of story..

Unfortunate events...

OMG!!..next week is semester 1 examination already...i'm still fooling around here and haven't even started to revise anything yet...i'm DOOM...><...never mind, there are still about 3-4 days for me to revise my studies..right now, releasing my stress will be the better option because things happened over these two days really shocked me...first, my aunt's laptop which i use it usually spoilt (LCD cracked)..that case was still ok until yesterday when Dell sent its technicians to fix the laptop, one of them who is still a trainee fixed the laptop...and all of a sudden when he tried to on the laptop to give it a test, the laptop sound out some kind of beeping sound indicating the hard disk was spoilt too...What The ****!!??...before he fixed the LCD, everything was running properly and there was no problem starting the com at all..but after he 'touched' it, the hard disk spoilt...@@..if i knew such thing will happen then i should have backed up my files the day before he came..haiz...really unfortunate..although they changed the hard disk for us, all our data were lost and still hoping that my bro could help us to retrieve the data stored in the old hard disk...hope can retrieve all the lost data la...another unfortunate event happened today...it's about my ose group assignment...i got B for the essay and A for my presentation...if this is what i deserve to get then i'm satisfy with it but my "friend" who did nothing for both the essay and presentation can get A+ for the presentation...What The ****!!??...this result really spoilt my day and all of my other friends can't even believe their own eyes when they saw the result slip...really "mou tin lei"...that was what one of my friends said when he saw the result...i myself also can't believe my own eyes...haiz...what to do?..the tutor already marked the paper and i must do better in my coming exam lo...no choice...T.T...bad day...

Saturday class...

Damn freaking tired now..it's all because of today class..why Apiit must make Saturday as the day to study Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies??..they should hold it on some other days beside Saturday...grr...Saturday is meant for me to rest and relax...my brain just don't work on weekend...lol...woke up early just to attend two classes and then it's end of the day..felt so wasting time..i could have used those time for sleeping since i slept late yesterday night...what a waste of time..T.T...even the roads are so empty and not as pack as weekdays...the journey to college is too smooth and i felt a bit weird about it...haha...TPM seems to be turned into a dead park as every parking lot is so empty and even people can hardly be seen...sounds a little spooky though..lol..normally, there used to be many people walking around and cars passing by frequently but today was totally different...the situation just made me even more lazier to attend class...the "busy aura" is missing..haha..and i am sure i must face such situation for more than 2 months..i think by that time i have got used to it..=.=..

70% or 67%

Last Friday, i just finished my maths test and i knew i had done it badly...and today the bad news arrived on the very first class of the day...i knew it was a bad result and what a bad way to start off my day...can't i get some good news or any other news except for this particular one to start my day?...this is so unmotivating...=.=!!..anyway, when my name was called out, i just went to collect my paper and 70% was written on it..i thought to myself that it was not as bad as i have expected...i thought the marks will be lower than this but it came out to be better yet still disappointing...at least i have expected low marks for this test..if not, the situation could be worse than this...checked through all the questions and as usual did a lot of careless mistakes...there were also a few blank answers which i have no idea at all on how to answer it...those careless mistakes really bothering me..grr..maybe i'm still a human who did mistakes all the time and not perfect after all...that kind of thinking cheered me up a little bit though...i even honest enough to ask for marks deduction after i found out that i drew my graph wrongly...am i really too honest in this case?..i should be very happy with the marks awarded to me even though i answered the question wrongly...what am i doing?..ruining my result?..sigh...i ended up passing back my paper with 67% written on it..3 marks gone just because of my honesty...anyway, is honesty still important in such situation when your results are concerned?..

Satisfied...

Phew~...my 4 in 1 assessments have come down to only one left...i can't believe i have done 3 assessments in just one week..haha..i'm so proud of my capability...what were done over these past three days were my reading test, oral test (debate) and ose group assignment...although the assignment required us to do a presentation but that will only happen next week..so i still have time for that...hehe..now this week left maths test which is going to be conducted this Friday...better get my maths skill polish a little before any tragic incident happens that day...lol...feeling so much better now because the debate has ended and i'm quite satisfy with my performance...at least better than practice session...so relieving...anyway, i'm writing these just to encourage myself a little and is about motivation...haha..thanks for your reading..^o^..

4 in 1

So fast it's already August...three months had passed since i first enrolled into Apiit in May...which means my Foundation's semester 1 is coming to its end..but before i am able to move on to semester 2, exams, tests and assignments are here to assess me..although i've done a few assignments along the course, the main obstacle is still waiting for me to overcome...and this is going to be tested at the end of this month...so nervous right now...i have not even started revising on any subject and next week i'll have my first ever English test at this tertiary level...and there are more coming week after week...damn it!!..the due date for the last assignment for this semester also fall on next week and we have to get ready for presentation after that...not to say my oral test which is going to be assessed through debate is happening on the same week...3 major assessments are coming all at once..Oh My God!!..so stressful...wait..i think i have missed out 1 more assessment which is going to happen on next week also...it is my Maths test...argh~..now it has become 4 in 1..4 assessments in a week time...@.@..what makes it worse is that i have not prepared for any of them except for the last assignment...the essay part is almost finish but the presentation is still empty..nothing have been done until now...die lo this time...

Crashed debate..

Seems like i have been updating my blog only once a week and this sounds disappointing to those who want to read it...but i don't' think many of you are following it so i decided to update it less frequent...besides, i also lazy to update it..so must how i just update it once a week or maybe longer than that...
Sigh...today got crashed up in english debate..lucky it's just a practice...actually, i'm quite ready before i started giving my speech but the moment i stood up and stared at the class, i'm so nervous...i forgot whatever i'm supposed to say and just simply started off...and once the lecturer stopped me and commented a bit on my sentences used, i got more nervous and crashed the whole thing up...i ended my speech and i can't even understand what i am doing during that few minutes...felt so tense during presenting especially in front of that demanding lecturer...i know i can do better if i'm presenting in front of others...but in front of her is just too hard...whatsoever, forget about it and move on with my day..i don't want to ruin my day because of her few remarks...damn it..the real test is still waiting for me...hope i can do better in that..

Crapping again...

Oh, Gosh!..feeling so tired and sleepy right now but i don't feel like sleeping or taking a short nap because i just drank a cup of white coffee and this might prevent me from sleeping..lol..another reason is because i wanted to update my blog since i've left this blog for quite some time and facebook'ing' of course...ever since i created an account for facebook about two months ago, i think i'm hooked onto it...i think facebook is way better than friendster now...although i'm not that type of person who is very sociable and can't live without a wide social network, i feel that facebook does make up a small part of my life right now...everyday i can't go online without checking out what is happening in facebook...but, i'm still not that active in it yet as i'm not used to checking out each other's profile constantly...that takes a lot of time and i certainly don't have much time for this...anyway, facebook still has the other side of it that makes it not only a social network website...and yes, there are games and quizzes that add on to the fun...that might be the main reason why i'm hooked onto it..haha..sounds so childish...i think it's enough of crapping here and better do something more worthy...XD

What is happening...

So tired these few days and i am damn lazy to blog...nevermind, i just spend a little time here to update about what's happening in my life...i'll make it short and simple this time..^^

1. I am getting lazier by days (no mood to study)
2. English problem again (if u get what i mean)
3. There are 2 and probably 3 assignments have to be done
4. Tests are around the corner while exams following closed by (August is the month)
5. I am deciding whether to attend Saujana Talent Hunt or not (anybody is going)
6. I am out of idea what is happening in my life already..lol

I think that's all for this time...signing off with a quote.."There are so many things have to be done yet there are so little time"..T.T

Maths and Science...

The Education Ministry announced yesterday that the teaching of Maths and Science will revert to BM and mother tongue languages in 2012...i was shocked when this news was announced and it was a very unexpected decision...i never thought the Ministry will make up this decision ever since they introduced teaching of Maths and Science in English...i feel that they have made a mistake by reverting to BM...i feel myself is so lucky because i got the chance to learn them in English and at the same time pity those students who are not going to study them in English...it might be a lost to them if they can't study them in English...even though i only started learning the both subjects in English since secondary 1, i think there is no problem at all studying them in international language...when i was in secondary 1, i thought it will be very tough to study them in English, instead i found it even easier compared to BM especially the scientific terms...most scientific terms are converted from English to BM..that's why i find it easier when it comes to the terms and explaining them...last time, the education ministry introduced this so the students can be more competitive with the foreign counterparts but now i don't think the goal can be achieved with this decision...i am not saying that BM and other local languages are not important but they are not that suitable when teaching of Maths and Science are concerned...although the education ministry also announced that more efforts will be taken to improve English among students, i just think that it has nothing to do with this case..English has to be improved whether both subjects are going to be taught in English or BM...the English standard in Malaysia is so low that i as a college student can't even write in proper English...i admit that..my English sucks...i know there are quite a number of them who are good in English but the number is just too little...wait a minute..am i saying that most of them are not good?..i 'm sorry if i ever offended you and i can't judge you all because i'm also one of them...no matter the future generation is going to learn them in whatever languages, i hope they can make it and succeed in their lives...just hope they has not made a wrong decision...2020 is arriving...

English again...

Haha..once again i'm blogging at college..actually it's not that fun also..lol..what to do?..3 hours break and i'm not going back home so i have stay at IT lab to past my free time...feeling so boring right now even though i'm blogging all these non-sense stuff again...lol...just now got screwed in English tutorial by that demanding teacher again...this time is about all the tenses and other grammar rules which irritate me every time whether i'm writing or speaking in english...haiz...why must there be so many grammar rules that we must follow?..why can't they just set a few ground rules and that's it..no more other bothering rules..grr...now every time i read something in English especially newspaper, i'll read it very slowly to check all the grammar used and spelling for some difficult words...automatically i will read a particular sentence or passage over and over again...just to make sure i get it correctly...so bothering...i'm trying to get rid of this habit but this habit seems to be good to me if i'm to improve my English...what am i suppose to do?..get rid of it or continue with it?..decision again..grr...laziness creeps in again, so that's all for this post...

Boring post...

So fast 1 week has passed...so does my 1 week holiday...haiz...time seems to be passing so fast lately especially during holiday...don't you think so?..now it's already July and i can't believe i've studied at Apiit for 2 months!...i've reached the half-way of my first semester and two months later i'll be sitting for my very first exam at foundation level...things are happening so fast and there is no way i am going to reverse the time unless i have a time machine..lol...i know it's not going to happen..and it's impossible to happen...what to do?..just flow with the time and wait for the result lo...that's what i usually do when i'm stuck on something...haha...i won't force myself too hard if i can't get something going...there's no point to torture myself when i really stuck on it...i believe some people do push themselves until they achieve their goals and no way they are going to give up...but that is not my style...hmm...why am i writing all these stuff again?..what a boring post...booo...lame update...

Transformers...

YES!!..I finally got to watch Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen yesterday...as i said in my previous post, i'm not going to miss this movie no matter what and i just did what i've said...lol..i'm so lucky i got to reserve the tickets 2 days before the show because there were so many people queuing up to buy tickets for this particular show yesterday...even though there was another line specially created for those who didn't intend to watch Transformer so they can skip the long queue, still there were so many people dying to see this movie...they don't bother the long queue and continued to wait for their turn to buy the tickets...this proves that this show really worth watching even they have to wait for so long just to get their tickets...thanks to the reservation made earlier, my friends and i got nice seat to enjoy this movie...i don't want to reveal too much about this movie so those who haven't seen this movie can enjoy the suspense...paying RM12 for such movie is considered reasonable since the movie is so awesome and long (2 hours +)...although i didn't have the chance to watch the previous Transformer in cinema, i guess this sequel is better in many other ways...however, i took time to digest the storyline and tried to connect it back to the first show...overall, this show has done a really great job to mesmerise its audience from the beginning till the end...good job Michael Bay...i'm looking forward to the third installment of Transformer...

p.s. : There is one part in this movie that is really touching...

A little update...

Oh My!...how long have i left this blog alone?...1 week?..2 weeks?..actually, i have lost count of it...haha...anyway, i'm just writing this just to update my blog and revive it while i have time...i have been busying with my ose assignment and debate lately so i have little time to spend on blogging...poor bloggy...until now, i have not finish my assignment and i still have 1 week to get everything done...for debate, i also don't know what can i do about it...i got all the points but i got no idea how am i going to present it...haiz...next week is holiday so i might get to enjoy it or used up all the time doing my assignment...the assignment supposed to be an easy one but i keep changing it every time i open and check it...i just not satisfied with what i have done...
No matter i have finish the assignment or not, one thing i'm going to do this weekend for sure is get myself to a cinema and watch Transformer...i'm not going to miss this much anticipated movie...i have been waiting for it for so long...booked the tickets yesterday and it took me so long to get it done..damn it!!...whatsoever, nobody is going to stop me from watching this show..even the A(H1N1) flu..O.O...

IT lab...

Hehe..i finally get to use the IT lab to blog...after 1 month considering the reservation system of the IT lab in my college, my friends and i finally decided to give it a try today...since we have about 3 hours of break and we're not going home, why not we try our luck to use the provided facilities here?...at first, we thought of reserving a place for each of us before entering the lab but there were some technical problems so we skipped that part and went straight to the lab...after few minutes searching for unused lab, we went into a small lab and picked our computers...now that i have accessed to it, i'm actually using it to blog and facebook instead of doing my research for my ose assignment..lol..maybe i'm misusing the lab but i saw most of them are doing their own stuff except for those who are attending lab classes...well, if that is the case, i think i have done nothing wrong...haha..i'm thinking why last time we didn't have the courage to barge into a lab and use it?..we had wasted so much time in the library all this while doing nothing...so stupid..=.=!!
From today onwards, i will learn to be smart and use the lab whenever is possible especially during Tuesday and Wednesday breaks...these two 'breaks' are freaking long and tiring if i'm not going back to have a short rest...i will take it as a lesson this time...there is still 1 hour left before my next class starts...plenty time to blog but i have nothing to blog about..haha..just a short update from college...

Aimless...

My blog is dead!!...i can't believe i have not update my blog for a week...is my life so boring until i have nothing to blog or am i too busy with studies?...i have no idea which is the right answer...i actually don't know what am i doing nowadays...since i started my college life a month ago, i had lost direction in my life...i am doing things aimlessly and can't even locate my own goals...what happened to me?!...what am i studying?...what should i do?...my life is numb...or better known as emotionless...
Everyday i go to college just for the sake of studying and it is not as happy as secondary life when we were so used to each other that we made fun of each other...now i have to build up this kind of friendship again with my new friends...it is not an easy task as we are still new to each other and this takes time...i am not saying that my new friends are bad and not friendly but in between the friendship bond is lack of something...i just don't know what is missing...i still prefer secondary school's friends for now since i feel closer with them...i will never forget about you all...i remember one of my friends said that secondary school's friends are the best friends you have ever had in your life...and i think this is true...tomorrow there will be a gathering with them again and i think this is great...i'm looking forward to this...

Losing confidence...

It seems that my blog is a little bit dusty since i last updated it 5 days ago...as usual, i got nothing to blog about but this time i have a very special reason for not updating my blog...and this special reason is that i have lost my confidence writing in English again!...why am i losing my confidence again even though i am slowly regaining my confidence throughout the years?...last time, i lost my confidence in English was because my English teacher had criticised hard on my essay especially with the famous "EIEL"(error in every line) comment...this comment really made me lost all my confidence i have all this while...after 2 years taught by the same demanding teacher, i felt i had improved slightly in my English especially in writing essay...i slowly improving my essay by not getting the harsh comment again and this build-up my confidence...i even created this blog last year to improve on my writing skills...by blogging, i really feel i have regained my confidence...but lately, i feel that i am slowly losing this confidence because of my English lecturer...she is quite similar to my previous English teacher except that she has a very different way in teaching...she has very little patient when teaching us and expects the best from us...she taught us a different way in writing letter and essay...the format is completely different from what we've learnt in secondary school...we really need time to digest this new format before we start using it...she just taught us the new format and she wants us to perform up to her standard...when we did a mistake, she will lose her patient and starts criticising us...she must bears in mind that we are still new to this study environment and format...we need time to improve!...i think those who are not so good at English like me will lose confidence in writing if she continues to push us too hard...now, i have to reset my mindset and start to learn English from the beginning...

Teacher's Day?

There is no class for today again...so i get to sleep till late morning without worrying about the studies...at least for now i don't need to worry about my LAN subjects yet since there is no announcement about it...i still get to enjoy my Saturday until the LAN subjects have started...hehe..i'm supposed to be worrying about my assignment now but my lecturer still haven't give us the question specifically...so i can't do anything now until i am informed on the question...although i have knew a bit about the question from the next group, i should wait for the actual news before i start working on it...i think there is no need for me to rush as we've yet to know the deadline on handing this assignment...slow and steady are better than getting it done wrongly..lol...
Today Saujana or even other schools celebrated Teacher's Day...even though i didn't attend the celebration at my ex-school, i would like to wish all the teachers "Happy Teacher's Day"...during my secondary life, i only attended this annual celebration twice when i was in form 1&2...the rest, i didn't attend and i remember one year i even skipped the celebration and went to a nearby CC (cyber cafe) to have fun...haha...now that i'm not a student of Saujana anymore, i realised how meaningful this celebration is...since i've skipped this for so many years, how can i just go back to my formal school and wish them?...they might ask me why i didn't attend last time and now i'm going back to visit them...so 'paiseh' that time...should find a more reasonable reason to visit them next time...haha...

Untitled...

It's time to update my blog again...=.=..i know it's a very lame sentence to start with but i got no idea of how to start my post...maybe it's because of today's lectures which were quite hectic and tiring that i've drained out of idea...speaking about lecture, today we were informed that this week we will be given the very first assignment for this year...it's an individual assignment and this is definitely included in my assessment marks...although this individual assignment contribute only 20% in my assessment, these marks are vital for me to score a good grade...i hope the assignment is quite easy and not that hard to score...when i've received the assignment, i think most probably i will have lesser time spend on here which means lesser update...what a good reason not to update my blog..haha...i'm just too lazy to blog..lol...even now i'm writing craps here...i'm aimless...better get something more interesting before spamming here next time...><

Tell Me Why...

Yay...today is Thursday...which means there will be no class tomorrow...it's another 3 days rest for this week...haha...i don't know whether i should be grateful with the holiday since i have paid so much to this particular college to study and gain knowledge but it seems that i don't get what i've paid for...maybe next time there will be lesser holiday and i might be complaining that time for too busy...i think i had better enjoy now and stop complaining before i lose the chances to rest...hehe...
Today our OSE tutorial lecturer Mr Naban showed us a very touching video...it is a song sung by a 15 years-old boy back then and now he is about 18 years-old...the whole song is mainly about him questioning the people why are we doing unnecessary damages to the environment and why we are not helping those who are in need?...what he is singing about is absolutely true and happening in this cruel world...what we can learn from this song are we have the power to make decision to prevent these sad cases from happening and most importantly we aren't helpless about these...it is controllable...we can do something about it and it's a matter of decision...a wrong decision is all it takes to devastate the whole world...remember to make decision wisely and not carelessly...

In my dreams, Children sing
A song of love for every boy and girl
The sky is blue, the fields are green
And laughter is the language of the world
Then I wake and all I see is a world full of people in need

Tell me why,(why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why

Every day, I ask myself
what will I have to do to be a man
Do I have, to stand and fight
To prove to everybody who I am
Is that what my life is for?
To waste in a world full of war

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why,(why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Tell me why (Tell me why)
Just tell me why (why, why, why)

Tell me why, (why) does it have to be like this
Tell me why, (why) is there something I have missed
Tell me why, (why) cause I don't understand
When so many need somebody
We don't give a helping hand
Tell me why (Why why, does the tigers run?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we shoot the gun?)
Tell me why (Why why, do we never learn?)
Can someone tell us why we let the forests burn

(why why do we say we care?) tell me why
(why why do we stand and stare?) tell me why
(why why do the dolphins cry?) tell me why
can someone tell us why we let the ocean die

(why why if we're all the same?) tell me why
(why why do we pass the blame?) tell me why
(why why does it never end?)
can someone tell us why we cannot just be friends (x2)

why why?

Having a break...

I just came back from college and i'm freaking tired now...although there were a long break and several short breaks in between classes, i think the breaks were not sufficient for me to take a good rest...haihz...actually, i'm supposed to do a maths exercise now but due to my laziness, i decided not to do it now...maybe i'll do it after my post here...as usual, i've very little things to talk about...i just want to comment a bit about my English and OSE lecturer who is the same person...her English is superb!...her pronunciation is so accurate and she is able to pronounce the 'th' sound clearly...she is so alike Pn. Kow who is equally good and demanding in English i guess...because of this, i'm a little afraid now of my future exams which she is definitely going to mark it...all i can do is do my best and try to refer what Pn. Kow demanded from us last time...at least what she taught us last time had the point there...haha...another worth mentioning lecturer is my PDSM and maybe also my Moral lecturer...all i can say about him is Weird!...his attitude and the way he speaks is very weird and i don't really know how to explain about him...he just has his own unique way and go on with his style...i think it's time to go back to work and stop commenting here..lol...i'll update if time allows...^^

New environment...

To be honest, i'm quite lazy to write a post now and i've very little things to talk about..anyway, i just make a simple post here just to update my blog a bit...since now i have started my academic session, i think i will have lesser time to update my blog in the future...although i almost get used to the 'uniform', there is another factor that will probably affect my studies...the new study environment is still fresh to me and the study method at this level of education is totally different from the secondary or primary level...i must make sure i get used to these factors as fast as possible since the lecture had started yesterday...luckily these two days just mentioned about the introduction of every subject and not much teaching...there will be no class tomorrow so i have to wait until next week before another lecture or tutorial...hopefully, i can manage to overcome these in just a matter of days...to those who are currently studying in colleges, can you all give me some pieces of advice on how to study effectively in college?..i worry that i can't cope with my studies in the new environment...i will very appreciate your advice..thank you...that's all for today...

End of orientation...

Finally today is the end of orientation...tomorrow will be another brand new experience for me as i start my engine and gear up for the lectures...i hope the lecturers will give a good impression to us and not as bad as we think...even though today is the last day of orientation, we're not spare from the late schedule...we were reminded numerous of times about the importance of punctuality during the whole orientation but the staffs or lecturers themselves can't even portray a good example to us...they will either be late or prolong their speeches causing us to stay longer listening to them...no doubt they do arrive early sometimes...i think i should comment about their punctuality later next time when i get to know them better...if they didn't make an effort to change, then it is time to use the feedback system since they are welcoming us to use this service...even now i'm thinking about using the feedback system to leave some comments about the orientation...talking back about punctuality, the admin staffs are not that efficient actually...at first, they asked us to wait until 1.00 pm before they can hand us the timetable and group us accordingly so we have no choice but to wait until 1.00 pm...when it's time, the staffs came up late and waited for another few minutes before shifting our briefing session to another place...the person in charge told us that the system in the admin room was down so they can't print the grouping list but at least they have sorted it out and let us know...they should have done this earlier and not wait until the last minute...causing everything to crash up...opps...i'm talking too much here again..better stop..hehe...anyway, i need to thank my friend for willing to change group so there is no timetable problem...appreciate it very much..

Happy Mother's Day...

It's the first week of May again!..that means today is Mother's Day!...Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers around the globe and i specially dedicate this message to my mum...hehe...although i didn't buy anything special or any other ordinary thing that a child should buy for their mum, i have other way to convey my message to her...if i'm not mistaken, last year i made a vow to do my best in my SPM and i'll dedicate this specially for her...right now i have done quite well in SPM and i hope by achieving this acceptable result she will be proud of it...at least she is not upset with my result...i know there are many people will buy something for their mother or give her a nice treat on this special day particularly but my siblings and i are not one of them...every year is just the same...we will only get together and have our dinner or maybe lunch as a small celebration for her...celebrated in a very low profile way..haha...maybe weird to some of you but this is our style...
Tomorrow need to attend orientation again...the only thing different is they named it as workshop instead of orientation...i don't think there is much difference except with the name changed..still so boring...two more days and it's time to study..i hope so...well, that's all for today...once again Happy Mother's Day to all those mums...this year i don't dare to make a vow yet...i'm still fresh in this new life...hope my mum don't mind..hehe..^^

Orientation day 3...

The orientation has comes to its third day...i've been attending the orientation everyday and i'm getting more bored as day passed...these three days just sit in the auditorium and listen to different speakers giving their speech which some are quite useful while some are not...there are still another three more days before the orientation is officially end and the study week starts...i think by the time i started my studies, i will rather stay in orientation and listen to all those craps than studying...haha...today was another boring day but the ice breaking session was a bit 'interesting' with Apiit students themselves giving speech rather than lecturers or admin staffs...we were introduced with various clubs that are running in the college...during this session, we were divided into several groups and were required to do a simple 'marketing strategy' to promote our club...i was in the AI SIG club (artificial intelligence)...this club sounds interesting to me and i might join this club if possible...after every group presented their 'strategy', it was time to dismiss and go back...whee..another day passed and i'm still getting used to the new 'suits'...^^

Orientation...

After spending about half a year doing nothing at home, i finally started my new life today...although i'm still quite reluctant to start it, i think it is better than doing nothing at home...haha...well, today is the first official day i'm wearing the 'odd' suits to start my schooling days...i still feel a bit uncomfortable and weird but i think i will get used to it soon...hopefully...like other colleges, the first day is usually orientation and this last for about a week before we start studying...i guess 1 week is more than enough for me to get used to the new environment...today just found out that there were quite many people opting for foundation as their first year but the only saujanian that i saw in this orientation was Kient Loong...altogether just both of us are from saujana for this May intake...quite surprising meeting him on the very first day...lol...i also got to meet my new friend who fetched me to school this morning...haven't even reach there, i've a new friend..haha...not a bad start at least...after having some light refreshments provided by them, we headed to Auditorium 1 to get briefing about UCTI...we ended up sitting inside there for the whole day listening to craps...damn boring...zzz...i will end this post with my 'new' look...><...

Waiting...

Four more days and i'm going to start a brand new life...college life...actually i'm suppose to be looking forward to this but it seems like i didn't have much interest in this...i still prefer the life that i'm having now because i'm enjoying too much of it...i think i need a longer time to get used to the new life...although there are still a few days left for me to enjoy myself to the fullest, i can sense that my new life will be way more difficult than my previous secondary life...with the 'new look' that i'm going to bring myself with it, i must adapt to it as quickly as possible to prevent any prolong discomfort...it's a next level that i must overcome in order to be successful in my future life...maybe i will take this as a challenge to myself and i must not retreat from this challenge...just give me some time and hope that i will pass this hurdle...i think i should stop writing here...i just write this post to update my blog so it won't look so dusty..haha..

'New' look...

Yesterday went to buy my 'school uniform' as i am going to study at Apiit which require its students to dress formally...although i'm quite reluctant to dress so formally to school, i have no other option since i have applied to study there...at first, i went to the clothing department and i just stood there staring at those formal wears...i'm totally blank of which to choose...all the while, i will only buy T-shirts and other casual wears but this time i must choose a shirt which i think is too old for me to wear it...i really don't know which suits me most...i dare say, yesterday was my very first time choosing a formal shirt...all those shirts seemed to be weird to me...anyway, i just picked a few shirts and pants to try it out...i dare not imagine myself wearing so formally...when i put on those shirts, i looked as if i'm 20 years old older than my actual age...lol...maybe i'm still too young to don this kind of shirts...haha...i tried my best to choose the style that suits younger generation but this task is extremely hard...i have no idea at all...i ended up buying 5 shirts and 2 pants...luckily both shirts and pants have 70% discount...next task is to buy leather shoes...argh...Apiit is so fussy...can't even wear sneakers...so i just simply picked a cheap leather shoes to try it out....even though this is also my first time choosing a leather shoes, it is way easier than the previous task...haha...finished this, and i went on to buy my bag...i need to buy a bag which suits with my 'new style' so i chose a quite formal bag...altogether cost about RM300 plus...what a hefty sum to spend on my new look...it's time to get nerdy and old..rawr...

Coming Soon...

Well, i'm back here with my blog...after a week i didn't post anything here, i found this blog to be dusty and quite rusty...don't you think so?...haha...the main reason i'm not updating my blog is because i've ran out of idea of what to write and not too busy to update it...finally, i have registered myself as an APIIT student today after tackling so many different setbacks for the past few months...i think i should congratulate myself a bit here..^.^..so now all i have to do is wait for the orientation day to arrive which is 4 May to get busy a bit...i hope my brain is still functioning properly and it's time to get cracking...whosh...and i'm going to get nerdy when i start studying there since everyday i'm going to wear formal to school...don't be surprised if you see me so nerdy next time...lol...
After finished registering, my friend and i went to Mid Valley to see 'Coming Soon'...a really good horror movie filmed in Thailand...at first, i thought this movie was just an ordinary horror movie which played with all the sound effects but my perception was proven wrong when i finished seeing this movie...the technique the director used in this film is to make sure every person who saw this movie to remember the ghost features when they left the cinema...even now i can clearly imagine how horrible the ghostly figure is in this show...what makes it worse is i'm watching this movie in hall 3 which is exactly the same hall number in the movie...i don't know they purposely screen it in hall 3 or just a coincidence...i would recommend this movie for those who like horror movies and gruesome stuffs and it's strictly not for the faint-hearted...be warned...or else Chaba will come and haunt you!...muahahaha...

Soulless...

These few days nothing special happened, so no post...not that i'm lazy to blog but really nothing to blog about!!...by the way, i still enjoy this soulless life..haha...don't know why i'm enjoying this but i don't feel bored about it...maybe because i know that i'm going to start a new life in a few weeks time, so i took this opportunity to enjoy more of this soulless life...lol...and yes..i most probably confirm going to UCTI already...although i still haven't solve my transportation problem, at least i have to book a place for May intake before it's full...my last resort to solve this problem is to take three rounds of buses just to get there even the place is so near to my house...sounds ridiculous?..but that is the only way to solve it maybe...anyway, i'm still trying hard to find a car pool buddy if there is any...please inform me if you know any of them...thank you...now i really have nothing to talk about already...wait for the next post ba...

Consider again?

Finally, yesterday i went to two colleges to enquire about my future tertiary study...i wouldn't have done this if my friends were not willing to go with me and asked together...although they went just to accompany me while i do most of the asking, at least i got the will to ask for more information...thanks to them for willing to spend their time with me and hang out together after that...at first, i planned to ask three colleges which included UCTI, INTI, and Sunway but i dropped Sunway from the list since i got tired of asking the same questions over and over again...in addition, we took a wrong road while heading to INTI Subang and we wasted our money on toll so we just ended our trip at INTI...after asking for their advices, i found out that UCTI do provide a merit scholarship starting this year so i'm able to get a 30% discount from this scholarship including foundation and degree years...this could be a good point here...meanwhile, INTI provides lesser discount on degree years but more on foundation year and it has lesser choice in IT courses unlike UCTI which has plenty of relevant courses...however, the main problem is still the transportation problem which haunt me since the beginning...grr...the same problem again...i'm so fed up of this...
After all these, we went to see 'Shinjuku Incident' at Summit...this show is quite touching and no doubt a violent show...among all the violent scenes, i most like the part when Daniel Wu got his hand cut...sounds so 'bin tai' but i really look forward to this scene before i see this movie...luckily the censor board didn't censor this part but i know they have censored other more violent scenes...better than nothing...well, it's time to consider again...

Tony Roma's treat...

Wow...i finally got my treat yesterday at Tony Roma's for getting good result in SPM from my aunt...although it sounds ordinary when a student scored well in exam and getting his reward, to me this is a memorable one...i rarely get any reward even i done well in any other exam except with some praising and congratulation...so, this treat could be a special one for me...i know Tony Roma's is famous for its beef steak so i ordered a set of it(New York Strip)...this is the most expensive steak i've ever ate...it cost no less than Rm50!!...but i think the set is worth of its price especially with the beef...the set lunch comes with a soup of the day, a plate of steak(beef, fries, coleslaw) and a drink...and i must say the soup of the day is damn nice...it's ox's tail soup if i'm not mistaken...even though it's just a small cup of it, there are plenty of ingredients in it...yummy...the steak is so thick and less fatty layer...it's not that fattening i guess...i even ordered a dessert named "TR's Chocolate Avalanche"...it's a mix of vanilla ice-cream and a piece of chocolate brownie topped with crunched Oreo biscuit...it's so sweet and the mixture of the two is just irresistible...and i must say this dessert is not cheap at all...what an expensive lunch to remember...

Missed out...

Yesterday i went back to my secondary school to receive award together with my friends who did well in last year SPM...really happy seeing my friends again after last met them on result day...although not all of my friends were able to attend the ceremony, at least i got to meet some of them and chatted with them...most of them have started their study while some have applied and waiting for the next intake except for me...when teachers asked me where i was studying and studying what, i have to reply with an answer "i haven't decide yet"...haiz...better stop talking about the sad things and talk more about the happy things...well, the rewards that i received yesterday included a certificate, a small trophy and an amount of RM25...too bad i'm not a straight A's student, if not i will receive RM50 instead of RM25 only...i just missed an A and i lost half of the prize...what a waste...they should categorise more specifically so the money can be shared fairly among us...anyway, i still appreciate the rewards and have to accept the fact...after the ceremony, we went to Carrefour to have a small celebration at Garden's Cafe...i ate a bowl of curry laksa and this might cause me to have a stomachache later that night...i think i should not eat it since i know my stomach is weak...too late to regret...haiz....

Cheated...

Now i feel like being cheated for almost 18 years...just as long i've been living...it's not an ordinary cheat but cheated by a mockery policy...this cheat started just right after a few months i was born when my parents decided to make a saving for my future studies namely "Edusave Fund" from a well-renowned bank...i've been told that i will receive an amount of money when the maturity date of this saving has been reached...this amount even clearly stated in a certificate when this policy was created 18 years back...my parents saved in their partly hard-earned money into this saving every month since it was started...me too hoping that this saving will help me solve the problem of my education fees...this saving was made to help reduce the burden of my parents when i needed the money to pay fees which is quite costly...now that the maturity date has reached, we were informed that the saving was not as many as stated in the certificate...there is significantly a big difference between the stated amount and the current amount...since this saving was made long time ago, i didn't know what the terms and regulations for this saving and we were given only a cert as prove...there is no other letter or agreement stating the terms and conditions enclosed with the cert when it was mailed to us last time...if i really can't get the actual amount, i think the money problem will arise again and i've to start reconsider again...i've wasted so much time considering this and that and it is already April...i don't want to waste time considering anymore...now all i want is the actual amount of money regardless of the SHIT excuses they are giving...

Paper effigies...

This morning just went to pray my past-away grandpa at "Guang Xi Cemetery" as "Cheng Beng" is approaching...although the exact date is next Saturday, many people already started to pay their dead relatives a visit while some might wait until the exact date arrives or maybe later...this is only my second year to 'celebrate' this so-called festival, so i don't really know much about this annual affair...as i know, this festival allows the living people to pay their respect to their ancestors and clean up the graves if necessary...i think this is the best way to ensure the people to remember their loved ones and do something for them even after they had died...food are brought along as offerings to the dead like dumplings, 'pau', chicken and various types of cakes(kuih)...paper effigies too are brought and to be burnt so that the dead at nether world could receive it...however, this is just a belief and many of us do not know whether the dead will receive it or not...when it comes to paper effigy, i'm so fascinated with so many looks-alike items that can be found in our everyday lives...the differences are the brand names which sound almost the same as the real items and of course it's made of paper or cardboard...during the old days, people used to burn only money and clothes but the dead now can even enjoy "luxurious" lifestyle with so many different types if "items" nowadays...the paper effigy business seems to advance with technology and they surely making big money from it...it's not all about traditional items as people tend to die at young age and "they" too require the modern items to live at nether world...so, businessman in this industry took this opportunity to widen their business by producing more relevant items...anyway, we still wondering will these "items" disappear in this world and reappear in the nether world?...

Friendship tested...

After requested for help through blogging a few days ago, i have found out that many of my friends are so caring and willing to give out their opinions on how to solve my problems...really thanks to all of you for so understanding and helpful...this shows that friendship is worth bonding and sustaining it...now i really know that my time is not wasted for building a new friendship...it's because friends will eventually be the one who will help you out when you are in troubles...they are willing to lend their hands to you whenever you needed them...thanks again to those who helped me to sort things out...even with all your opinions, i'm still undecided of which college to choose...now i might turn my head back for Apiit since i have no other better choice to choose from...after reading a few education related posts in Lowyat forum, i'm freak out from studying in UCSI because their IT courses have some problems and so do their lecturers...this college also famous for its Negro students and i strictly dislike them...not that i'm racist but i think they have "discipline" problems and i worry about my safety...anyway, i have to reconsider all over again and think of ways to solve my transportation problem...i hope i can do this quick and fast...whatsoever, i still welcome all of your precious opinions...

Need help...

So fast March is coming to its end and i still haven't decide where to study yet..arghh...why is this problem so troublesome?....previously i had announced that i will be studying at Apiit but due to transportation problem, i have to cancel this choice and remake my decision...=.=...i know Apiit is very near but there is no public transport reachable...that's why i have to eliminate this institution and find another more convenient place to study...so mafan la...i seriously need to apply for a college right now before it's too late...April is coming and i have do it quick...my parents non-stop nagging me about this problem as if i won't continue studying...the pressure is just building within me everyday...i really scared that one day i might burst...i seriously need help in deciding which place to study...who can help me?....

Problems again...

These few days kept on thinking of all my tertiary education problems...firstly is the money problem as every private college offers almost the same expensive fees...there is only slightly difference among each other...but now i think i most probably can solve this problem since i'm able to afford the foundation year and borrow loan from PTPTN to pursue my degree years...i will consider this problem solved for this while...next is the scholarship problem...many of you suggested to me that i should try to apply for a scholarship but i have a strong feeling that this will not be successful...it's because most of the scholarships require the applicants to have very good results and active in co-curriculum activities...if i'm lucky enough to pass these two requirements, then i might have to undergo interview which i think is the hardest part...the truth is i have no confident in my speaking skill at all...let's say if i really strike the jackpot, i still have to maintain my result to prevent my scholarship from flying away....as i say, getting the scholarship is not the problem but maintaining it is the problem...i know that my results have been fluctuating and this post a problem to me if i'm to keep the scholarship...the third problem is still the transportation problem...how am i going to go there?...does anyone know who is studying at Apiit and lives nearby to me so that i can car pool with him/her?...i must figure out this solution as fast as possible so i don't need to worry about this anymore...please let me know if you have the solution...thank you very much....there are still other problems but i'm lazy to mention it out...these three main problems are enough to cause me to grow another few strands of white hair....=.=...

Money problem...

Now that i have taken my result, i must decide where to study now...previously, i have fixed my choice on UTAR and APIIT but now UTAR most probably is out of my list since i won't be going to Kampar...i know now left Apiit but the fees over there are extremely expensive...i don't know how am i going to handle the fees even if i take loan from PTPTN...the whole course including foundation year cost me about RM60000++....i think by the time i fully repay the debt, i'm already very old...lol...another problem is how am i going to reach there if i really study at Apiit...the place is quite near to my place literally but there is no public transport reachable...haiz...if i have a car then this will not be a problem even a second hand car will solve the problem...now i can't even handle the fees and i'm talking about owning a car...stop dreaming la....this world is really materialistic...money can solve almost any problem and buy anything except for one thing...HAPPINESS...money can buy entertainment which brings happiness but that will not be the true happiness you are looking for in your life....anyway, money is still the most important thing in this materialistic world...everything is a game for the rich...oops, i'm talking out of topic again...don't know why every time i mention about studies sure link to the rich people...this is just my opinion and i don't mean to harm the rich fellas....